i hope you realize you're hurting more than just one person, you fucking pricks.


im leaving this lj.
and im only adding who i want.

im sitting here uploading our pictures.
wearing your shirt, that smells like you.
listening to the mix you made me.


it's pretty hard not to cry, even though i know i have every reason to be happy.
and i am, i am so fucking happy.
i just miss you so much.

san diego isn't even exciting to be back to. usually i love coming home after being away for a while. i love seeing the san diego palm trees and whatnot.

i didnt feel any of that.
instead i just felt dull and heavy.

san diego isn't where my heart is.

my heart is with you, in arizona.

with your smile.
with your kisses.
with your laugh.

i wish i could stop crying, because everything was perfect, right?
no reason to cry.
we found something amazing in one another, and if anything i should be celebrating.

i just want it to be june already.

thank you for the best few days of my life.
and thank you (in advance) for the best REST OF MY LIFE

(( because we're going to be together forever, right? :] ))


p.s - DOUCHE. take care of bden, jwalk, spin and ryro for me ;]
ESPECIALLY BDEN, lol ;]

fuck, i miss you. <3

here are the pictures.
heather, there are more. i'll just send the whole folder to you.


i love you.

( he was a DICK (pictures lol) )

Title: It's that simple
Author: aprettymouth
Rating: G
Pairing: Your choice.
POV: Any.
Summary: If you could, would you?
Disclaimer: Probably didn't/won't happen. But hey, it's possible.
Author Notes: Random inspiration by a Miyavi song. Just asking you take a look at it. It's not too long. Comments are encouraged. All writers love comments, I'm no different. I could probably develop this into something more, but I think it's better left as is.

( The same old days, to a past you can't go back to.. )

Title: love lightly, dream hard [nine]
Author: aprettymouth previously burnyourempire
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, Jon/Brendon, implied Jon/Ryan
POV: changes between characters.
Summary: AU! This isn't your average battle of the bands. This is a way of life.
"I'm just not that into casual sex?"

Ryan laughs, "The only people that say that are the ones who've never had it."

Disclaimer: i own nothing but the plot.
Author's Note: Comments and critique are always more than welcomed. :] Sorry this took so long to update! I hope my readers haven't forgot about me. !!! I already have more chapters planned out, so the updates should be coming a lot more frequently.


It's something you have to witness for yourself..[1]
If there's one thing high school has taught me,it's that the past is the past..[2]
But that explanation definitely wasn't fitting. He's much, much worse..[3]
That was their rep. Their ability to fight, rather than their ability to play music..[4]
I ignore it like I do every other conscience feeling I get... [5]
This has to be flawless, because there's so much at stake here...[6]
I was just fine with hating him...[7]
The things I do for my band...[8]


( It's like accepting candy from old, skeevy men in faded blue vans. Only worse... )

BRB, GETTING READY FOR PANIC!

Title: My Boy Lollipop
Author: aprettymouth previously, burnyourempire
Rating: nc-17
Pairing: Brendon/Jon
POV: Jon's POV
Summary: Ice cream, that's all I have to say.
Disclaimer: Not real, never happened (to my knowledge). But damm, I want a video of it if it ever has/will happen!
Author Notes: I'm sort of contemplating doing a small series of standalone involving Brendon and some type of junk food. We'll see. This fic was inspired (lol!) and written for my girlfriend. She came through with her side of the bargain, so heres mine. Enjoy!

( how many licks does it take? )